yea ilove him

he knows so

god do i love him

im gunna marry that boy someday

hey you guys well remeber that guy adam that i couldnt get over? well him and i are back together.... i am definitly a very happy person at the moment  i know i havent been on here and im sorry.. i was having some rough times but now things are piecing their way back together...

much love you guys

x3x3Ashleyx3x3

Take me away

Pull me under

Bring me down

And hold me there with your razor like touch

Your evils try to kill me

With every word you say

Another hole burns into my heart

It feels like I’m dying

Oh wait

Maybe I am

You put me down

You tear me apart

Just by the words that come out of your mouth

I’m not pretty enough

I’m not skinny enough

I don’t wear the clothes you like

I complain too much

Everything about me is just wrong

If I’m so appalling

Then why are you keeping me around?

Why do you lead me on

I won’t change for you

I forbid myself to do so

My heart may be willing to give you the world

But my mind knows that you’ll just throw it all back at me in the                                                                                                                       end

My fragile heart will be broken again

For it just can’t learn to not trust

I want to love you undamagingly

I want to love you with everything I have

Please don’t let me be everything you don’t want

Let me be your one

Let me show you what I can be

Don’t throw me out in such an anarchic way

Don’t be so reckless with my emotions

They’re too strong to be so mistreated like that

when i say i love you i promise i mean it..

.... tim and i broke up   well i broke up with him 

im sorry tim i love you but this had to happen......im so very sorry

porkyfriend123 

WHY THE HELL DOES BAD STUFF ONLY HAPPEN TO ME?

I've kissed someone...

on the cheek.
on the lips.
on their hands or fingers.
in my room.
in their room.
of the same sex
of the opposite sex.
younger than me.
older than me.
with jet black hair
with curly hair.
with blonde hair & blue eyes.
with flaming red hair.
with straight hair.
smaller/shorter than me.
bigger/taller than me.
with a lip ring.
who was drunk.
who was high.
who I had just met.
who was homosexual.
who I didn't really want to kiss.
on a holiday.
who was going out with someone close to me. 

who was my good friend's brother or sister.
who had been/is in jail.
in a graveyard.
at a show/concert.
at a club.
at the beach.
in a pool, jacuzzi, or some type of water.
who was legally too young/old for me to have sex with.
with dyed hair.
with a shaved head.
who was/is my good friend.
who was/is in a band.
who has tattoos.
who is of a completely different race than me.
in the rain.
in another continent besides where I was born.
with an accent.  Well a country oneJ
on a boat.
in a car/taxi/bus.
on a plane.
at the circus/carnival.
with a missing body part.
in the movies.
eskimo style.

I've always been there every time he let you down.
I caught your fallin' tears before they hit the ground.
But I just heard somebody say that you finally told him goodbye.
Well, girl now you've finally made your move, now I'm here to make mine.

I wanna be there when you wake up,
Be more than just your friend.
Baby there's no mistakin',
You're the love I wanna be in, ah yeah.

I've kept my feelins under lock and key.
Couldn't let you see them even though it was killin' me.
You can't imagine all the time I spent wishin' you were mine.
I just know if we ever kissed, we'd go crazy, baby, for the rest of our lives.

I wanna be there when you wake up,
Be more than just your friend.
Baby there's no mistakin',
You're the love I wanna be in.

Instrumental Break.

Well, I wanna be there when you wake up,
Be more than just your friend.
Baby there's no mistakin',
You're the love I wanna be in.

I wanna be there when you wake up,
Be more than just your friend.
Baby there's no mistakin',
You're the love I wanna be in.
You're the love I wanna be in, ah yeah.

I wanna be there when you wake up.

I wonder why

Your eyes are so cold

I wonder why

Your heart is made of stone

I wonder why

You hurt me deep inside

I wonder why

You lie

I wonder why

You keep your secrets

I wonder why

You stay so distant

I wonder why

Your blood seems black

I wonder why

You seem to be dead

I wonder why

You love to hate

I wonder why

I took the bait

You may have been the bad guy

Yet

I was the one who never saw it coming

Never saw the pain

Never saw the emotions I would gain

Never saw it at all

Yet still

Even after you did all those cruel things

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I LOVE TIM!!!

i stole this from sweetinnocence ..... thanx for letting me use it

Young ladies and men, consider this application when dating. It's maybe a little extreme, but not much, and it is funny (unless you answer the questions wrong).APPLICATION TO DATE MY DAUGHTER

Note: This application will be incomplete and rejected unless
accompanied by a complete financial statement, job history,
lineage, and current medical report from your physician.

1. What is your name, age, social security number, IQ and boy
scout rank?

2. Do you have one male and one female parent? ____
If "No", explain:

3. Do you own or have access to a van? ____
4. A truck with oversize tires? ____
5. waterbed? ____

6. Do you have an earring, nose ring, or belly button
ring? ____
7. Do you have a tattoo? ____

*If you have answered YES to #3, #4 or #5, discontinue
application and leave immediately.*

8. In fifty words or less, what does LATE mean to you?

9. In fifty words or less, what does DON'T TOUCH MY DAUGHTER
mean to you?

10. In fifty words or less, what does ABSTINENCE mean to you?

11. In fifty words or less, what does REAL PAIN mean to you?

12. Church/Temple you attend: ____________________________

13. How often do you attend: ____________________________

14. When would be the best time to interview your mother,
father and priest/rabbi? ____________________________

15. Please fill in the blanks:
If I were shot, the last place on my body I would want wounded
would be my ____________________________
If I were beaten, the last bone I would want broken would be
my ____________________________
A woman's place is in the ____________________________
The one thing I hope this application doesn't ask
is ____________________________
When I meet a girl, the one thing I always notice about her
first is ____________________________

*Note: If answer to last question begins with "T" or "A",
discontinue and leave premises - keeping your head low and
running in a serpentine fashion is advised*

What do you want to be IF you grow up?

I swear that all the above information is correct to the best
of my knowledge under penalty of death, bodily harm,
dismemberment, torture or mental abuse.
Signature of applicant _________________________________
Signature of father _____________________________________
Signature of mother ____________________________________
Signature of priest/rabbi ___________________________________
Signature of State Representative _________________________

Thank you for your interest, and it had better be genuine and
non-sexual. Please allow 4-6 years for processing. You will be
contacted in writing if approved. If denied, please never
apply again. Don't call me, I'll call you.
This was shared with me by email, you may have seen it before. And if you don't like to apply itto you and your dates, think about how you would feel with your son or daughter dating someone like you.

Boondocks

Little Big Twon

I feel no shame
I'm proud of where I came from
I was born and raised in the boondocks
One thing I know
No matter where I go
I keep my heart and soul in the boondocks

And I can feel that
Muddy water running through my veins
And I can hear that
Lullaby of a midnight train
It sings to me and
It sounds familiar

I feel no shame
I'm proud of where I came from
I was born and raised in the boondocks
One thing I know
No matter where I go
I keep my heart and soul in the boondocks

And I can taste that
Honeysuckle and it's still so sweet
When it grows wild
On the banks down an old camp creek
Yeah, and it calls to me like a warm wind blowing

I feel no shame
I'm proud of where I came from
I was born and raised in the boondocks
One thing I know
No matter where I go
I keep my heart and soul in the boondocks

It's where I learned about living
It's where I learned about love
It's where I learned about working hard
And having a little was just enough

It's where I learned about Jesus
And knowing where I stand
You can take it or leave it
This is me
This is who I am

Give me a tin roof
A front porch and a
Gravel road
And that's home to me
It feels like home to me

I feel no shame
I'm proud of where I came from
I was born and raised in the boondocks
One thing I know
No matter where I go
I keep my heart and soul in the boondocks

I keep my heart and soul in the boondocks

You get a line
I'll get a pole
We'll go fishing in the
Crawfish hole
Five-card poker on a Saturday night
Church on Sunday morning

You get a line
I'll get a pole
We'll go fishing in the
Crawfish hole
(Down in the boondocks)
Five-card poker on a Saturday night
Church on Sunday morning

You get a line
I'll get a pole
We'll go fishing in the
Crawfish hole
(Down in the boondocks)
Five-card poker on a Saturday night
Church on Sunday morning
(Say a little prayer for me)

(Repeat 4x)